i wasn’t being irresponsible. i was on the pill. but still, i found myself staring in disbelief at two positive pregnancy tests as i sat on the bathroom floor in my rented apartment which i shared with two other roommates. it was my first week at my first job out of school and i couldn’t believe this was happening.

years ago, i had what is medically called a "missed abortion": when the fetus dies but the woman carrying it doesn't miscarry.

may 31st that year was my appointment date. i made such a huge mess of my life in such a short amount of time. i guess i had doubt i could even get pregnant.

when i was 16 i was in an abusive relationship with a man about 4 years older than me. i lost my virginity to him, and i got pregnant the first time we had unprotected sex.

i miss my little grape every day. i have always protected myself and somehow it failed this time. i know that i couldn't afford the best life for a baby.

i'm 26 years old and found out i was pregnant feb. 17th. i knew almost im世界杯2022亚洲预选赛b组 tely thanks to an app i use to track my periods(and ovulation), and i've always had decently regular, on time periods.