hola ...
mi historia comenzó hace un tiempo con una persona que en ese momento quise mucho y pensé que podría llegar a ser la pareja de mi vida, sin embargo, cuando me embaracé simplemente se fue y no volví a saber de él.

i had a late term abortion at 27 weeks in august of 2018. i was pregnant with my much wanted third child and up until 25 weeks i was told my daughter was looking great. i was so relieved as i was 35 in in the "advanced maternal age" category. at 25 weeks i went to my doctor for a follow up sonogram to get a view of my baby's heart. that is when my life got turned upside down.

i've been pregnant twice. i always knew that i never wanted children. my family, mainly my parents, constantly emplored me to have children. they still ask when i'm going to have children. and even though i always say i don't want children, they persist.

artifacts
"i think i got pregnant on this bed spread taken from the curb outside an anthropologie in soho, already one of the last times i would hang out with c before her death three years later.

"many people feel like there's an expectation for those who've made the decision to terminate a pregnancy to be strong at all times.

"pregnancy was hard for me. harder than i originally thought, i mean who thought the joining of two cells could wreak such havoc on a body?